~ Jenova ~

hehe straight after i came off the game simpsons was on and it was my fave epsiode! the one with Tony Hawk and Blink 182 ^^

Battle Of The Bands last night was freaking awesome! my neck is killing me i was headbanging too hard. and moshing quite violently. i have a lump from where my friend accidently bit me when i moshed into her. and me Rach and Suzy started a moshing line it was amazing. my mates band didnt win but only cause the band that did win cheated. they got thier mums to slip in extra votes >=[

umm...i gonna go make a movie now =] i promise i will shut up about Dirge Of Cerberus!!
 
okay that was my last pic i promise!!! its my fave fanart of him. i didnt draw it before anyone asks :P:

much love to ye all!
Jade xxxxxxx

I walked along the street, singing so quietly it was almost inaudible, even to myself. I looked at houses every now and then, ones that belonged to people I had known. Billy, Quinn, Joey, Jade, Davey, Benji… I walked a lot faster past my house, not risking being noticed by anyone. Synysters house was a problem, as usual he was blasting music, and was most likely to spot me as he was throwing himself round his room rocking out. Luckily, he didn’t. I stopped when I got to WiLs house. Someone was there. I froze for a moment, before diving behind some bushes. When I saw WiL dart out from behind the trashcans, I got up and ran over to him.
“WIL!”
“Helena?… OH MY GOD!”
He pulled me into a fierce hug, which was actually quite hard due to the bags on our backs.
“god I missed you”
“where have you been Helena?! And where are you going?”
“I could ask you the same question… WiL you’re bleeding!”
“its just a scratch. I ran into the wall a minute ago. I’m fine”
I looked at him and smiled. So accident prone. Feeling a presence behind me, I spun around so quickly I nearly knocked us both over. There was a figure walking slowly towards us, humming a song that sounded so strangely familiar, yet I couldn’t make it out. He eventually stepped out into the light, and surprised me so much he caught me off guard more than I expected he would.
“Ville? What are you doing here!?”
“I could ask you two the same question. I had a major fall out with my parents. Not that its really any of your business”
He went quiet for a moment, so we turned and went to leave, but he stopped us.
“do you… do you mind if I come along with you guys? I really don’t wanna do this on my own”
“I guess.”
He smiled, which is something I’ve never seen Ville do. In my entire life. “thanks.”

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“GERARD! GERARD SHES GONE!”
I looked up and Mikey was waving a piece of paper so violently in front of Gee I thought he was going to fall over. Gee grabbed it out of his hands, then read it slowly, re-read it, and fell back against the wall with a long sigh.
“well fuck me sideways. Come on we better go.”
“go where.”
“to find her of course! Where did you think we were gonna go?!”
“okay but Bobs still asleep ill go wake him up… no wait Frank you do it he wont kill you!”
“he wont kill you either!!”
“yeah but he never gets mad at you!”
“he’s been really mellow lately you muppet.”
Something downstairs made us all stop. It sounded like someone breaking in. I looked around and the guys had already dashed out the room. I paused before running after them. We all stopped and looked cautiously over the banister to find Helenas brother and another boy around his age climbing through the window. They walked through the hall - one nervously, as though he was almost scared of the house itself, and the other looking as though he could quite happily run through smashing everything - before they stopped at the foot of the stairs.
“ill check down here. You go upstairs.”
Before I could stop them, everyone had dived over the banister, Mikey landing behind them, slamming the window shut, Gerard in front, Ray to the left, which left me to take the right.
“BOB WAKE UP!”
“what’s up? Has someone died?”
“no. but Helena’s gone and now we’ve got what looks like her brother and one of his little friends snooping around”
I jumped as Bob landed next to me, looking more pissed off than he does if he sees a camera. God I never knew he was that fast.
“well well well. What are we going to do with you?”

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
The Kill - 30 Seconsd To Mars

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY
Dead! - My Chemical Romance

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
The White One Is Evil - Elliot Minor

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Believe - Aiden

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?

The Nephilim - AFI

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?

First Day Of My Life - The Rasmus

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR LOVE?
Love You To Death - Kill Hannah

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
(Sleep Tight) - Kill Hannah

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Can You Feel The Love Tonight - Disney

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Fences - Paramore

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?

Cemetary Drive [Live] - My Chemical Romance

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Time Warp - Rocky Horror Picture Show

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Love You Like I Do - HIM

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Heaven Help Us - My Chemical Romance

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
I Set My Friends On Fire - Aiden

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
CrushCrushCrush - Paramore

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?

Son Of Lies - Aiden

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?

The Sharpest Lives - My Chemical Romance


WHAT SONG WILL BE THE SUBJECT WHEN YOU REPOST :

Your Sweet Six Six Six - HIM

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Me and Joey were walking slowly through the bushes after WiL. We were unusually quiet, you could tell Joey was thinking solely about Helena, as was WiL.
“HELENA?!?!?”
I looked at Joey, only to find that he wasn’t there, he’d already crashed through the bushes, so I sighed and ran after him.
“WIL IS- IS SHE HERE DID YOU…?!”
“I thought I did… clearly not”
Joey and WiL were pacing the perimeter, staring up at the branches checking the bushes around it, when Joey stopped and began to stare up at one branch. I followed his eyeline, and noticed and arm hanging lazily over the edge of a branch.
“Helena?”
The arm disappeared quickly, so Joey flew at the tree, scrambled up it, then hopped from branch to branch, checking everywhere, before he eventually climbed down, defeated.
“nope she’s not here…”
“well DUH!”
They turned and stared at me.
“of course she isn’t here! She wouldn’t just sit around here waiting for us to find her. But I bet I know exactly where she’ll be.”

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“you’re mad at me aren’t you.”
“what? No of course I’m not! you had to see him and I don’t blame you for that. Everybody has someone they cant leave behind, whether you’re alive or not, and you cant help that. you'll see him soon. i promise.”
I smiled at him, then got up and began to stare out the window, letting my eyes drift over the spacious garden out the back of the house. Ray was sat on the edge of the (quite large) pond reading something, and Bobs cats were running riot, strutting about like they owned the place. Gee got up and walked up, and after 5 minutes my thoughts were interrupted by Frank running in, picking me up and spinning me round
“hey little miss rebel! Feels great to break the circle doesn’t it, do something different? You know you love it!”
I was grinning a lot by now. Id always thought Frank kept sneaking off to do stuff he really shouldn’t be doing, but id never asked. At least he’d TRULY understand.
“but you’re such a novice Helena! You should most definitely see some of the stuff I do! You’d get such a thrill out of it! But thing is, they sometimes have consequences, which makes it even more fun! Look!”
He carried me over to the window overlooking the drive, and I had the biggest spaz attack of my life. “oh.. FUCK!”
“I know! isn’t it great!”
There was a huge mob of people standing outside, shouting quite a bit more than id like them to, and there were guys filming and taking a lot of pictures.
“oh god are we screwed!”
“naah this has happened before. Couple of hundred years ago though.”
Mikey had gone out, and was standing in front of the door yelling something. Me and Frank stood near the window for 2 hours, and watched them eventually begin to disperse.
“I’m proud of you my minion!”
Oh god this has to stop. During the 2 hours Mikey had to stand out there the mob had gone insane. They tried to burn the house down twice. Ugh why do I always have to screw things up?
I waited until everyone was asleep, before scribbling a note, and pinning it to the fridge door.

Mikey’s in the attic. Frank’s shredding. Ray’s gone to get food. I think Bob went with him. And Gerard’s sleeping on the couch.
Perfect.
It had been two weeks since I left home, and when Gee said ‘don’t leave’ I think he meant don’t go and live somewhere else or something, but he was always weird about me going out. I don’t blame him. Im weird about going out these days. Well, when other people are around. The whole vampire thing made me very self conscious for a couple of days but I soon got over that. Its more the fact that if anyone I know sees me im pretty fucked. I don’t really like going out anyway. Im more of an indoor person, but recently ive changed. And after two weeks of being in the same place, I got bored. Plus I had to see WiL. Even if I didn’t speak to him, I just wanted to see him. To know that he was still there.
Well of course he was still gonna be there its just…
I need to know if he misses me.
I was walking slowly through the park, already knowing where WiL was. I had my eye - well, my mind on Gee the whole time. By now he’d just woken up, and was walking out the door, following me from a huge distance. Let him follow me. I don’t care.
I was getting close to WiL by now, I could see him Casey and Joey out the corner of my eyes, so I climbed into the tree that overlooked them. Joey and Casey were talking loudly - about me - and WiL was sat on the other end of the wall looking distant
“I think shes dead you know. But don’t tell WiL that. Besides its Quinn who told me that and I don’t know where he heard it”
“well its her own stupid fault isn’t it? Shes the one who just walked out for no reason. Mom says shes overreacting, and dad says it serves her right if she IS dead.”
“well… what are we gonna do about WiL?”
They both stopped and looked at him. He looked up slowly then looked away again. Joey got up and put his arm round him
“WiL? You okay?”
“im fine” pure bitterness stung his voice
“look she’ll be alright. Trust me. This is Helena we’re talking about not some random arsehole”
“I know. But I want her here.”
“look she’ll be back soon-”
“Oh for fucks sake Joey shes DEAD! Okay?! She isn’t coming back! Just get over that!”
“SHES YOUR SISTER YOU BASTARD WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU?!”
“nothing! I just deal with things better than living dead boy over there!”
WiL stood up and shoved past them, then walked through the bushes, and sat down at the bottom of the tree. He looks so different… this cant be my WiL can it?! He looks like he hasn’t slept in weeks, the usual smile from his face melted away, his hair was more… untamed and greasy, and he looked so… so different!
“WiL?”
He stood up and began to look round, confused
“WIL!”
Just as he began to look up at me, someones hands wrapped around my mouth and pulled me back out of sight, and Gerards voice began to prod into the back of my mind
“shut up! He cant see you here!”
“gee I HAVE to talk to him!”
“I know but you…you just…YOU JUST CANT”
“ugh… GET OFF ME!”
“Helena?”
I looked down at WiL. He was walking around the base of the tree looking seriously fucking confused
“HELENA?!?!?”
Joey ran through the trees
“WIL IS- IS SHE HERE DID YOU…?!”
“I thought I did… clearly not”
Joey began to do the same as WiL had, looking around, scanning every possible hiding place. Then he stopped and looked up at the tree, and I realised one of my arms was hanging over the edge of the branch
“Helena?”
"oops...”
Gee stood up cautiously, trying to stay hidden, then pulled me round the other side of the tree after him. Grabbing my waist, he took off, and again I had to look down and leave my WiL behind

I shoved the last of my stuff into the bag, and was zipping it up when the door opened, and found Casey standing there, grinning in that evil way
“aww poor ickle Helena cant see her…oh my god… MOM HELENAS RUNNING OFF!” he ran downstairs screaming moms name. Shit. I threw the bag over my shoulder and ran full pelt into moms room, and out onto the balcony. Swinging my legs over the side, I grabbed the trellis that so elegantly grew roses up and began climbing down quickly.
“QUICK DAVE SHES ROUND THE BACK!” my mom and case were standing on the balcony above me. I glared at them and yelled “BURN IN HELL CASEY DREADLOW I HATE YOU!” then jumped the fence into next doors garden. Luckily for me they were on holiday. I took off down the street, running faster than id ever done before in my entire life. Whipping my cell out my pocket, I frantically began searching through my numbers until I found the right one.
“Hello?”
“Gerard! Listen I need a favour. Can you meet me in the park?”
“when?”
“now”
“ok sure. Bye”
I hung up and sped up slightly. When I skidded into the park, it was empty, except for Ville and Linde. I leaned against a tree trying to get my breathe back and hide at the same time. No surprise Linde and Ville wandered over to pick a fight.
“well well well. Helena Dreadlow. Not got your little posse with you now have you?”
“oh fuck off Linde I am not in the mood!”
“awwww why diddums?”
“because ive just had to run away from home because I hate my family! Alright?!” goddamnit why do I always have to yell out my information when im pissed off
“oh…”
I stalked past them and wandered round the park for a minute till I found Gee lazing on a bench.
“good evening Miss. What can I do you for?”
“Casey. Is a Dick. Ive had to leave home cause of him being such a dick. I need a place to crash can I stay with you guys for a bit?”
“of course you can. You don’t have to ask you know”
I smiled and hugged him. Then usual smell of Coffee was gone, and the sharp smell of blood stung my nostrils. I spun around as I heard someone calling out my name. Casey and Dad were running towards me.
“shit RUN!”
Gerard grabbed my hand and ran faster than a mortal ever could. As soon as we were out of sight - running through some bushes - he grabbed my waist, then took off, leaving my arse of a family far behind us.
It took a maximum of 2 minutes before he gently set us down on the roof of his house.
“so uh, why is Casey a dick?”
“ugh hes just such a …DICK! For months hes been on and on at me for no reason and then he goes and tells mom ive been coming up here lied to her about all sorts of shit to get me in trouble hes been doing it for fucking ages!”
“oh um ok. You know they’ll probably come up here looking for you”
“most likely”
He dropped silent for a few moments, with a vacant expression on his face, before saying “don’t worry they wont get you up here.”
“you using your magical vampire powers to talk to Frank or someone then”
He grinned at me and nodded.
“Gee”
“yeah?”
“will you do something for me?”
“sure”
“bite me”
“what do you mean bite you?!”
“bite me. Ive always wanted to be a vampire. Please?”
He went quiet again for about 5 minutes, thinking and thinking, then sighed. “I will if you do something for me”
“of course”
“don’t you dare leave here until everything’s sorted out with you and your…dickwad family”
I nodded
“this is gonna hurt a bit ok?”
I nodded again and closed my eyes and he put his hand on the back of my neck and slowly leaned in.

The guys looked up at the sound of my voice, and Bob flew at me, but Mikey stood in his way while Gerard was trying to get Frank to shut up hissing at everything.
“you know him?” Mikey questioned looking deep into my eyes
“yep. He’s my bother. what the fuck are you doing here Case?!”
“when you said you were going to a friends house, I got about a cm away from school when I realised you don’t have any friends, and none of the two you do have live over here. So I followed you. WiL and Quinn are around here somewhere but I think they ran off” he was glaring at me almost as if it was my fault he was such a dick.
“what do you mean I don’t have any friends?!”
“well you don’t. you’re such a bloody outcast. Your first day of high school and everyone hates you Helena. You haven’t heard what they were saying!” Frank shoved him up against the wall harder and the snarling started up again
“In case you hadn’t noticed ive got friends. They’re standing right next to you. Only right now, I don’t have a brother”
I turned and flounced out of the room into the huge kitchen and flopped down on a chair. I sighed, and when I looked up again Gerard was stood next to me, giving me and ever cute smile that said ‘just ignore him’
“you’re right Helena. You have got friends. And we’ll always be here. And don’t worry. Frank just threw…Casey?”
“yeah”
“Frank just threw Casey out. Literally. And trust me he wont be coming back up here. oh And Mikeys just explaining to the guys about you”
“umm how does he know? All he’s done is say hi to me”
“hes psychic. Well, We all are. How do you think I knew where you lived?”
“true. So if you’re so psychic, was Casey being serious when he said everyone hates me?”
“no.”
“thank fuck for that”
I smiled and felt almost relieved at that. Only to be honest I don’t really care if people like me or not. I squealed as someone picked me up from behind
“I don’t take kindly to intruders so FEEL THE PAIN!” it was Frank (no surprise), and he started tickling me mercilessly, what is with everyone why do they always have to tickle me?!
Ray, bob and Mikey were stood in the doorway laughing their heads off at me screaming, and Gerard was trying not to laugh but failing. Gee charged at Frank, making him drop me, and the two started wrestling on the floor. Eventually they collapsed in a heap, and the other three wandered off, leaving me, Gee and Frank alone.
“so if you’re psychic, are you telepathic as well?”
“yep”
“wow. Thing is im not so have you got a cell?”
“we can make you telepathic!” Frank was grinning like a mad grinny thingy, then lunged towards me. I did the girly thing of screaming and jumping back, which caused Frankie to stand there GIGGLING. Gerard sighed and grabbed my cell out my pocket, and added his number.
“call anytime. It wont cost you anything”
… how can it not cost me anything? Wierdy vampire magic I expect…
“look its late I better be getting home” I sighed, knowing id have to deal with Casey
“ill walk you home again.” Gerard smiled and shoved Frank who was doing the Time Warp quietly in the corner. I yelled goodbye to all the guys upstairs, the followed Gee down the steep winding path that led into town.

“WHAT DO YOU THINK YOURE PLAYING AT HELENA?! WHAT HAVE I TOLD YOU ABOUT THAT HOUSE?!”
“MOM THEYRE MY FRIENDS!”
“NOT ANYMORE THEYRE NOT! YOURE NEVER TO GO UP THERE AGAIN! AND YOURE GROUNDED! IM PICKING YOU UP FROM SCHOOL EVERYDAY FOR THE NEXT MONTH. AND YOU WONT BE SEEING THAT WIL GUY ANYMORE EITHER NOW GO TO YOUR ROOM!”
I slammed up the stairs and resisted the temptation to push Casey over the banister. The door to my room slammed so hard it shook the windows. Why is it always like that? Always me getting yelled at! Im sick of it! I stopped when I saw the corner of my absolutely huge bag sticking out from under the bed. I use it for sleepovers sometimes. Something clicked in my mind exactly what I was going to do. And when. And where I was going.

“ soo…” Joey said, settling on an amp while Quinn set up drums. “name ideas?”
“Dead Promises” I said without thinking. Shit I wanted to save that!
“what?”
“yeah isn’t that a song by The Rasmus?”
“so? I like it.”
“yeah ok cool. So I take it ill be on guitar, you’ll be singing, Quinn on drums and Case on bass?”
“well that is what we play” I grinned
“well little miss band name-” Quinn laughed from the back “-song names?”
I smiled and fished in my bag, then produced some pieces of paper and set them on the table in front of him. Actually when I say some pieces of paper I mean a lot. I write a lot of songs.
“woah. lots…”
“yeah. look ill show you my two favourites”
I began rummaging through the pile, shoving pieces of paper everywhere, before eventually shoving three sheets at him.
“What If and Erebus?”
“yeah. Joey try out this riff!”
He did. And it sounded amazing. Everyone started smiling like mad deranged women and began trying to get used to playing the songs. Looks like Dead Promises meets everyones approval. I’m so proud.

Last period I found myself staring at the clock hanging above the teachers head and drumming my fingers. Weird seeing as it was Art. My favouritest ever lesson. But I had to see him. I just had to…
“Helena, whats wrong wit you? Your favourite lesson and you’re zoning out. Are you ok?”
“yeah im fine Case… just thinking what to do that’s all”
Our teacher had given us a free for all. Told us to draw anything. I already knew what I was going to draw. MCR. Cartoon style! Its fun. I always draw them. Well… mainly. I looked at what case was drawing. Ryan Sheckler. What a surprise. Bloody obsessed he is.
I jumped as the bell went. Yesss! My drawing was finished and I was in the middle of painting it. Luckily I didn’t smudge it when I jumped. But I spilled a pot of water everywhere. Oops. I dashed past the guys and kissed WiL then turned the opposite way to everyone else. “Case tell mom im going to a friends!”
“Ummm… ok?”
WiL shoved him headfirst into a bush and stood jumping on the spot yelling “I loooooove yooooou!” hyper bugger.
I waved and started off walking down the road, then started skipping - and singing The Rasmus - till eventually I found myself almost running up the hill towards Gees house. I stopped at the door and breathed in deeply. Here I go again. I shoved the heavy doors open and screamed his name at the top of my lungs. “oh GERRRAAAAARRRRD!” he must have been stood at the top of the stairs cause he suddenly landed in front of my with a soft thwump. “how did you do that?”
“jumped the banister” he smiled widely and pulled me into a hug. I dug my hands into his hair and breathed in the sharp smell of coffee that hung around him.
“so how was your first day?”
“it was great. We formed a band in music. And I drew you in art. Maths was bullshit as usual. And RE is just worse than bullshit.”
“True. True. So you drew me?”
“yeah. Well the band. I woulda bought it but its still wet”
“I see.. Speaking of the band they’re around here somewhere…OIII! FRANKIIEEE?! RAAAAY?! WHERE ARE YOOOOOU?!”
Silence…
“MIKEY?!”
More silence.
“bloody hell. Ill be right back.” he paused “no wait a minute, I think you’ll like this” he grinned and picked me up, then flew off. Literally flew. Up to the attic. Bloody hell I never knew this house was so big! He landed softly on the rafters and set me down. “MIKEY!?!?”
A random shape loomed out of the darkness behind Gee. He whirled round the grinned. “oh hey lil bro. Wheres everyone else?” Mikey stepped out into the light and smiled at me “out.”
“…out where?”
“cant say I know. Are you gonna introduce me?”
“she knows who you are, Mikey this is Helena”
He grinned and kissed my hand. I got the sudden realisation that I was blushing like a mad blushy thingy, and I nearly flinched when his fangs brushed against my hand. But im not that mad. Am I?
“wheres Bob? He never goes out… like ever…”
“Frank made him.”
“ah that explains it.”
A loud bang from downstairs and a lot of shouts of “GET OFF ME!” told us they were most likely back. Gerard grinned once again and took my hand as he flew downstairs again. I have to say I was surprised to see Ray and Bob stalking around snarling, with Frankie holding someone up against a wall by their throat.
“guys whats going on”
“he was sneaking around outside” Frank said without looking up
I stopped when I saw who was trying to write out of Franks grip
“CASEY?!”

I sighed when I heard shouting still coming from inside. Then decided I was too fucking tired. Hence the fact that I went inside.
“HELENA DREADLOW WHERE THE HELL HAVE YOU BEEN IVE BEEN SO WORRIED!”
“I went for a walk”
“its midnight what have you been doing for six hours?!”
“I was with a friend. Its okay he walked me home.”
My twin brother Casey appeared at the top of the stairs looking like he just woke up. Which he probably had
“whats going on?” he yawned.
My mom sighed. “ oh just go to bed. Both of you. you’ve got school tomorrow”
A mini chorus of “yes mom” rang through the house, but I kindof tripped up the stairs…
Im not sure how but I woke up at 7 am. Hence the fact for the first time in my life I actually spent time thinking about what to wear as apposed to grabbing the first thing I saw. I went for dark skinnies, a My Chemical Romance t shirt and a black jacket covered in random zips and studs. And of course, the essential footwear, Converse. Next up, essential makeup. Eyeliner. Black nail polish, nightmare before Christmas wristband. It took me an hour to get ready and eat toast. Lotsa toast… Then I got bored. So I rang my boyfriend, WiL.
“hello?”
“hey WiL!”
“HELENA! Phone hugs! Listen we have a problem.”
“what?”
“that kid Villes been causing shit again so I need to sort it out with him. So stay away from Linde I don’t want you two fighting again!”
“why? ”
“cause I don’t want you getting hurt honey”
“WiL, I can fight better than you can.”
“I don’t care. And ill be round in approximately 2 seconds”
He hung up, and approximately 2 seconds later there was a knock at the door.
I flung it open to see… our whole gang standing there. Well, except for me and Casey of course. WiL, Quinn, and Joey stood on my doorstep grinning. And as for Villes gang, the guys in his band basically. Ville, Linde, Mige, Burton and Gas.
“CASEY COME ON!”
He ran down the stairs yelling “IM COMING IM COMING! LATER MOM!”
“YEAH SEEYA! Um so yeah hi guys.”
WiL gave me the cute smile I fell in love with while Quinn started talking to Casey and Joey was dancing madly… as usual
“so what happened with Ville?”
“I told him not to fuck with Nick. And he did. ” Nick being WiLs little brother.
“I see”
Then Joey stopped dancing and stood still, and an eerie hush fell over the suburb. Bearing in mind its quiet anyway cause hardly anyone lives in this part, right on the edge of town so it was pretty normal. Villes gang stood facing us at the bus stop, so we all fell into a line next to Joey. This would always seem to happen if Villes gang were involved in something…so weird… Ville kindof gave WiL an evil grin and they started talking quietly. I stood glaring at Linde, and he stood glaring back, playing with his dreads. But then something happened which diverted our gaze. Ville hit WiL and sent him flying. I caught him as he flew backwards and almost fell.
WiL never fights.
Ever.
This was the first time in my life id seen him look ready to knock someone out.
But then the bus pulled up. Linde looked disappointed, and you could tell so easily he’d been hoping there would be a fight so he could try and knock me out. I stormed past him and stomped onto the bus, kicked some random kid then sat in the very back seats in between WiL and Quinn. WiL grinned and pulled me onto his lap. Naturally I started fake screaming then gave in and snuggled back into his chest. He was leaning against the window.
“Nice catch earlier by the way. I would have fucked my head if I hit the sidewalk”
I smiled “no problem.”
Quinn was now in a desperate battle to get his bag back, which Joey was hanging out the window and Casey was on the floor laughing. A lot. Unusual…
“I Love you Helena”
“I love you too”
That was fairly random. He leaned in slowly and began to kiss me passionately.
Then Casey dived on me and ruined the moment, I slid sideways and hit the floor hard
“OH GOD MY ASS!”
WiL and Casey were having a complete spaz laughing at me. Eventually WiL somehow managed to calm down and help me up, then held my hand as we wandered off the bus and into school.
“what have we got first?”
“Music”
“oooh nice”
We all have classes together. Lucky really. I sat down between WiL and Joey, with Quinn on the end and Casey cruelly shoved to the next desk. He was staring at us to freak us out so I started doing random things to freak him out. Fun.
“awwwwww wickle Casey’s all left out!” WiL laughed.
“GUYS LISTEN UP!!” I looked up to see our teacher standing at the front of the class. “right here’s the plan for today. When I call out your name on the register I want you stand up and introduce yourself, tell us something about you. Then when that’s sorted im going to briefly explain your task for the next month or so, then im gonna let you get on with it. Cause im nice. So lets see… ooh small class… Helena Dreadlow?”
Oh fuck it would be me first…
Wait why am I first?
That is one fucked up register…
I stood up nervously but then it dawned on me it was only a bunch of kids. “ Hi. I’m Helena. As it happens. And I play Guitar and Drums and I sing.” I grinned and sat down. A guy across the classroom with black and red hair and about a dozen piercings grinned at me and winked. What the fuck? After we quite quickly got through the register our teacher stood at the front again “right. So first things first, my name is Mr Devin. And over the next month or so, you’re going to be split up into groups of five. But they’ll be one group of four, and you will be a band. Your going to name your band and then write two songs, Which you’ll eventually perform to the class.”
He paused to allow a random chorus of oh my gods and awesomes! To fly round the class before he continued.
“okay so group one will be… WiL, Nick, Angel, Jake D and Jake W-” the guys started high fiving each other. They were in a band anyway so they should have no problem. “- group 2 is …Ville, Linde, Mige, Burton and Gas. Group 3 will be… Jessica, Ed, Emma, Hannah and Danny, which means group 4 will be Helena, Casey, Joey and Quinn. Our magical group of 4. Group 1 stay in here, group 2 go in the hall, group 3 in the gallery and group 4 in the spare music room. Decide who’s playing what then come back for instruments and paper. GO!”
The kid with the black hair, who I believe to be Ed, said “ paper? What for?”
“for writing songs!”
“oh”
I grinned at him and grabbed a guitar and a bass, while Casey and Joey started lugging drums around. WiL smiled and gave me a quick kiss before I disappeared off.

This isnt as good as the first one =[ my bad =[

I slammed out of the house and lobbed my coke can at a nearby cat, who meowled and fell off the wall it was so lazily lying on. Fuck now what do I do?
My mom and dad were arguing. Again. So I walked out. As usual. I looked around for something to do and my eyes settled on the old Victorian house up on the hill. Its was a beautiful old house, almost like a castle, but there were so many rumours about it being haunted, stories of people going there and vanishing.
Perfect
I smiled to myself and began waking towards it, and as usual, started singing.
“we hold in our hearts the sword and the faith…”
It took at tops 5 minutes to wander up the hill to the old house, in which time I managed to thrash 3 mcr songs and scare 2 little kids. Who shouldn’t really be out this late…
I stood at the front of the castle and gazed up at the heavy iron doors
“pfft. This isn’t scary” I muttered to myself. “haunted my arse”
Feeling somewhat disappointed with the lack of haunted-ness I went to leave, but something compelled me to look inside. I stepped through the doors and into the large entrance hall, and stopped when I saw the large iron staircase in front of me. The detail was immense, and beautiful. Funnily enough (not) I began singing again
“it reaches in and tears your flesh apart, as ice cold hands rip into your heart!”
Someone grabbed my shoulder and threw me against a wall, pinning me there. I felt my heart shoot into my mouth when I recognised his face
Gerard Way.
“if your going to sneak into someones house may I suggest you sing their songs quieter so they don’t notice” he snarled.
My heart dropped heavily back down into my stomach when I noticed a set of gleaming fangs in his mouth. Oh fuck hes gonna suck my blood and write a song about it…
“now give me one good reason why you’re here and I wont rip you apart”
“well..” I started, almost whispering. I cleared my throat and carried on “I walked out of my house cause my parents were arguing again and I needed to calm down somewhere and I have this thing for old houses see and id heard about this place being haunted so I came up here to see if it was true but how the fuck was I gonna know someone lived here?!”
That was the most id spoken in the last month. I tend to keep myself to myself. I s’pose im an outcast really.
“oh. I see” his voice softened and he loosened his grip on my shoulder. “ look I know what your going through. Not so much parents but…” he paused then looked straight into my eyes “ you want a drink sweetheart?”
“its not gonna be blood is it?”
He laughed, a deep, hearty, cute laugh that filled the whole room.
“no im not that evil. Is coffee alright?” I nodded and he grabbed my hand and gently led me into the kitchen. “sit” he said, nodding towards a couple of chairs at a breakfast bar. I perched on the edge of one and started playing with my hair
“so you gotta name sugar?” he asked
“Helena”
“seriously?”
“yeah”
He smiled again, so forcing my heart back up into my mouth, and then handed me a steaming mug.
“so what stories have you heard about this place?”
“well, mainly stories of people coming up here and then going missing. A few people claiming they came up here with friends and like, their friends got decapitated and stuff, and they came out with all this bullshit about being emotionally scarred for life after what happened to their friends…”
He laughed again “well that’s bullshit!”
I grinned and took a sip of coffee
“soo…how old are you?”
“well, im starting high school tomorrow” I said, almost reluctant to tell him anything about myself
He smiled. Again. “well high school can be a bitch. Specially for people like you. No offence”
“none taken”
We talked for hours and hours, about random ass stuff. a lot of the things he was saying id already heard on the internet somewhere… and eventually I warmed up to him, and began to trust him more, and somehow, I ended up telling him all my problems, and then began sobbing into his shoulder.
He wrapped his arms round me “come on sweetheart its ok. Stop crying” I couldn’t. “Helena look at me. don’t worry about a thing. Im gonna help you get through it. Ok?” I nodded and wiped my eyes on my sleeve. “you can always come talk to me about anything. But its late. You better be going home. Actually, im coming with you. People shouldn’t walk around Belleville on their own. Least of all kids”
He took my hand again and led my out of the door and down to my house. The creepy thing was, I didn’t tell him where I lived, and he knew…
“listen kid. You look after yourself right?” I nodded.
“You said noone should walk around Belleville on their own. Are you gonna be alright?”
He grinned “trust me. ill be fine.”
Oh yeah the vampire thing…
“look come see me tomorrow after school okay?“
“okay”
he turned to leave but I stopped him
“wait, Gerard…”
“yes…”
“how did you know where I lived?”
He simply winked and walked off.
Oh yeah…
Vampire…

I was lying in the dark, letting my mind wander through the realms of my imagination, having the same dream id had every night since I moved here. I was walking barefoot through the graveyard our house overlooked, a long flowing dress clinging to my skinny frame, a bunch of flowers clutched in my hand, and a single white lily tucked behind my ear, standing out beautifully against my jet black hair. The dress had always provoked a question; was this my wedding dress? Was I going to my wedding? Or running away from it? I looked up to find the same man standing in front of me, crouching in front of a grave, his long fringe attempting to hide his vacant expression. He stopped and looked up into my eyes, smiled, then began to open his mouth…

I sat up furiously in bed as my alarm began beeping like mad next to my head. I contained my fury, as I attempted to stop myself throwing the alarm at the opposite wall. This had been the closest I had ever come to discover who he was, who I was, and what we were doing there. I groaned in frustration and rolled slowly out of bed. It was early. Way too early for me to be up - the shadows still lingering in the corners, haunting the room, darkening the atmosphere. My thoughts were cruelly invaded by my twin brother clattering in his room next door. I sighed, then went over to the window, opened it, and leant out over the graveyard. It had always fascinated me, the breeze that made my hair dance made me realise how insignificant we really are compared to the rest of the world. I sighed again, taking in the musty smell, and let my eyes follow the first rays of sunlight beginning to lick over the tombstones, and the usual eerie mist that rolled in from the lake. The wind stopped blowing so fiercely for a moment, and I blew my fringe out of my eyes, shivered from the sudden cold that had only just allowed itself to be noticed by me, and pulled the window shut.

“Helena?” I turned to find my brother standing behind me, grinning at the ‘still-not-woken-up’ stage I was currently trapped in. “I found these growing outside my window, thought you’d like one”. He smiled and produced a small pure white lily from behind his back, then tucked it neatly behind my ear. Behind the annoying attitude that normally occupies him he can be quite sweet. Occasionally. I have to admit, the lily made me think, but in the end I thought nothing of it except an unusual coincidence. I mean, It was only a dream, It cant mean anything.

Can it?

This is a longer one... I apologise…

Me: what where? Oh shit…

She waved at Ville and ran over

Ville * whispering* Jade you and me aint together. Okay?

Me * whispering* Gotcha.

Jonna: hey sweetheart!

She slipped her arms round his neck and started kissing him. I have to say that did piss me off a LOT.

Jonna: and who is this?

Ville: Jade. She’s Bams girl. She’s doing the backing vocals

Jonna: oh, nice to meet you

I put on my ‘nicest’ smile and wondered off to find Linde. As I went I heard Jonna say:

Jonna: she’s a bit of a whore isn’t she?

Bitch. I found the band chilling at the bar. Mige turned round and glanced in the direction id come.

Mige: ah. I see you met queen bitch then.

Me: yup. Ive only been in Finland 5 minutes and ive already been called a whore.

Mige *fake shock* hhhh she didn’t! that’s so unlike her

I laughed and hugged him

Me: damn you rock!

Mige: why thankyou. Come on ive had enough of this place. Lets goo.

We wondered back in Villes direction. And managed to catch the end of his and Jonnas conversation.

Ville: nah were staying in a hotel.

Jonna: why? you’ve got a perfectly good house.

Ville: yes but the hotels closer to the studio. Besides, tis more fun.

Jonna: well do you need a ride?

Ville: nah.

Jonna: okay, well, ill see you later then.

She kissed Ville one last time and then got in her car and drove off. I think the whole band said bitch at the same time. don’t blame em. She is a bit int she?

Ville: come on I need some fucking sleep.

I grinned at him and then jumped as my phone went.

Me: hmm… text from sir-Bam-a-lot.

Ville: oh aye? And what might it say?

Me: I have no idea. I think hes drunk.

It said: iuhasg uyag kashrus ueath je j dgt eryklr. Ville grabbed my phone off me and started laughing.

Ville: yes I think hes drunk as well!

Me: come on lets get out of here! I hate airports!

Ville grabbed my hand and pulled me into a nearby car

Ville: the hotel isn’t actually all that close to the studio. I just… don’t like Jonna.

Me: don’t blame you.

Gas: yeah she is a bitch isn’t she.

Me: WOAH YOUR ALIVE!

Gas: whatdya mean?

Me: well you’ve been pretty damn quiet for ages.

Gas: ah well.

We pulled up at the hotel like, 10 mins later. Linde and Mige disappeared off in their room some where (were in a big penthouse suite thing), Gas went off to see someone and Burton was sat reading. I went out on the balcony to talk to Ville.

Me: wow great view

Ville: its amazing isn’t it.

Me: fuck yeah!

Ville: *smiles* you know theres one thing I haven’t done to you yet.

Me: what do you mean?

Ville: well, ive kissed you and everything else that boyfriends do…

Me: what, you mean like carrying me through airports and dropping me when you see your fianc?

Ville: yeah. But…

Me: but…

Ville: but… *grins* I haven’t fucked you yet. And I plan to at some point.

Me: *grins back* be careful, I just might take you up on that!

Ville: well come on then!

He grabbed my hand and led my into the bedroom. Now use you imaginations. If you behave you might get a hot sex scene later on! And that means COMMENTING!

I woke up to find Villes side of the bed empty. I smiled when I remembered what happened last night. I felt someone sit down on the bed next to me and I rolled over to find Ville smiling down at me.

Me: hey… how come your up so early?

Ville: im not. Your up late.

Me: I am?

Ville: yes. The band wanted me to come jump on you but im not that evil. So get up. And by the way, apparently, were kinda loud.

I couldn’t help but laugh then

Me: I take it they all know then?

Ville: of course

Me: oops

I dragged myself out of bed and pulled on a Paramore tee and some ripped jeans. And Converse.

Ville: yeah don’t rush were not late or anything

Me: *grins* fine I wont

I started walking round the room at snails pace. Ville grabbed me, threw me over his shoulder, and ran outside to where the band were waiting by a car.

Me: hey! Ville! Ive not had a shower! Or brushed my teeth! Im gonna smell all day!

Ville: you have 2 minutes to brush your teeth! Hurry up! Im counting! 1...2...3...4

I ran inside, brushed my teeth, put on some lippy and dashed outside again

Ville: 101...102...103...

Me: alright calm yourself im here!

Ville: good! Now get in the car dear! Benji is gonna kill us.

I stopped dead.

Me: Benji?

Ville: yeah Benji.

I don’t think anyone was expecting me to move so fast.

We walked into the studio about 20 minutes later. Some guy looked up and I was pleased to see an all too familiar face smiling at me

Benji: JADE!

Me: BENJ!

He picked me up and spun me round.

Benji: fuck ive missed you! What took you so long?

Me: what, to come see you or get here?

Benji: both!

Me: yeah my bad!

Ville: erm... Are we missing something?

Me: this is my big bro.

Ville: you never told me you had a brother!

Me: yes I did!!

Ville: did you? When? Oh… ooooooooohhhhhhhh! I remember now!

Me: and so you should. Come on, I believe we have an album to record.

We spent all day doing the album, then went out for a drink with Benji. We had a lot to catch up on. Then he went home to see his wife and we buggered off back to the hotel and laughed at Gas getting wasted and thinking he was Eliza Minelli. Ahh good times good times.

I woke up next morning at about 6 am. I had to unwind myself from Ville, or unwind Ville from me, and I wondered over to the balcony to watch the sun rise. After a minute or two I felt someone kissing my neck. I turned round and was (not) surprised to see Ville standing there.

Ville: how come your up so early?

Me: *grins* im not. Your up late

Ville: *grins back* I am?

I smiled at him and turned back to the sun

Ville: you ever watched the sun rise before?

Me: nah. Seen it set a couple of times though.

Ville: beautiful isn’t it.

We were on the top floor and had a great view of Helsinki.

Me: fuck yeah

I leant over the corner of the banister, Titanic style

Me: *quoting Titanic* Jack, im flying!

He grabbed my hands and started singing that Come Josephine song that Jack sings to Rose when shes standing at the bow of the ship. How do I know all this? I was obsessed when I was younger. How does he know all this? I have no idea. I leaned a little too far and would have fell if Ville hadn’t got my hands

Ville: Christ woman you trying to kill yourself?!?!

Me: nah! But if I go your coming with me!

Ville: likewise. Fuck its cold. Go get some clothes on!

He slipped his arm round me and walked back inside. I took a shower and spent half and hour getting dressed. What can I say? I do stuff slower when im cold. Mige rolled into the kitchen at about 9 o’clock (with his hair stuck up at VERY weird angles) to find me and Ville say with a cup of coffee and some toast. Ah well, at least the coffees not in the fridge…

Mige: JESUS CHRIST! YOURE ACTUALLY UP ON TIME!

Me: JESUS LOOK AT YOUR HAIR!

Mige: AHH!

He ran into his room and nearly knocked Linde out when he ran into him. He knocked him over at least. I just laughed and threw my toast at him.

Me: break Linde ill RAPE YOU!!

Mige: Nnnnnnnngggggggghhhhhhhhh………

Me: you ok?

Mige: yeaahhhhh…

Me: good. Is Linde?

Linde: owwwwww… god Mige you have a hard head!

We headed over to the studio about an hour later, recorded some more vocals (one whole song officially done!) and then invited Benj for a drink again. He, Mige, Linde, Gas and Burton all crammed in his van while Me and Ville went in the car.

Ville: so what do you think of Finland then?

Me: its fucking great

Ville: good. Im glad your royal majestic-ness approves

Me: hey! don’t take the piss! Im kinda homesick though…

Ville: what, you actually miss being away from Bam? Wow you -

Me: no I mean, homesick from Britandom! Ive not been back in ages I really miss that place. But yes I do miss Bam. I note your concern.

Ville: *thinks for ages* well, I haven’t been to England in a while, so how about when we’ve done the album we go over for a bit? Just you and me.

Me: what.. Really?

Ville: yeah why not

Me:… yeah okay. Id love that.

Ville: you and me both!

We went to pass under a bridge and some kids who had been spitting on cars threw something and it shattered the windshield. I screamed as Ville lost control of the car.

We’d hardly been in the hummer five minutes before I got a text off Eddy. ‘Wait I thought V did his own bcking vcals!’ hey that’s a good point actually….

Me: hey Ville I thought you did your own backing vocals!

Ville: yeah I do, but I cant sing like a girl!

Me: good point.

I texted Eddy back saying ‘he does but even he cant sing like a girl!’ I got one back within about…. 3 seconds saying ‘should Bam be driving?! I thought he was drunk!’ Oops. that’s a very good point actually. Ah well. Makes the ride more interesting.

Im regretting saying that. That’s a granny and three kids we’ve nearly killed. So far. Fuck knows how we managed to get to the airport in one piece. Well.. Fuck probably does know actually. Fuck knows all people! Fuck knows all! Ahh crap… does fuck know I feel very ill? Aaaanywaaay… we piled out of the car and after Bam giving everyone rather large hugs and then speeding off again, we went into the airport, did all that customs shit and eventually found ourselves on the plane. I sat next to the window, with Ville in the middle, Linde next to him , and Mige, Burton and Gas in front. As the plane started to taxi down the runway I grabbed Villes hand and drew breath.

Ville: scared of flying?

Me: not exactly

Ville: not exactly?

Me: im fine after we take off but before that im shit scared. Its kindof weird

Ville: just a bit. No offence

Me: none taken

I sighed as the plane took off and unwound myself from Ville, but he grabbed my hand back and squeezed it. I grinned at him and put my head on his shoulder.

I think I must have fallen asleep cause next thing I knew it was kindof late, Gas and Mige were fighting, Burton was lobbing magazines at Linde and Ville was just sat there laughing. I sat up and he turned round and smiled at me

Ville: good sleep?

Me: I was asleep?

Ville: *grins* yup

Me: how long for?

Ville: good few hours. You’re so cute when your asleep!

Me: thanks

Linde: ahh god Mige stop it! *lobs book* HA!!!!! REVENGE!!!!!

Ville: *laughs* they’ve been at that for about an hour!

Me: oh god!

Ville: exactly

I randomly started singing The Ripper by The Used.

Ville: that was random

Me: that’s whats on my MP3. Wait.. My MP3s on? Since when? Okay that’s the last time I fall asleep!

Ville laughed and grabbed my other headphone. And started singing with me. Freaked the entire plane out. And I mean the ENTIRE plane. Some guy actually got up and moved seats.

Me: ah shit I left my board in the Hummer. Reckon if I call Bam he’ll bring it over?

Ville * grins* god knows. Hey what the hell is this?

Me: Wednesday 13. don’t tell me you aint heard of Wednesday?!?!?!

Ville: they do sound a bit familiar…

Me: hold on…

Ville: oh I love this song! You never said you liked Aiden!

Me: you never asked! Oh my god you’ve gotta hear this song!!!

Ville: … WHAT THE FUCK?!

Me: its called Ahoy There! My dear friend Sara sent it me.

Ville: why are they on about Herrings, Herrings, Herrings?

Me: fuck knows.

We landed a couple of hours later. Ville picked me up bridal style and carried my (laughing) through the airport. Except when we got to the doors he dropped me and stood staring

Ville: oh fuck..

Me: whats wrong love?

Ville: Jonna….

I burst into my room and started shoving stuff into a suitcase. Should I take my board? I should really…. Ah but what about my guitar and my easel? No im being stupid! Im going to do backing vocals not start a fucking revolution! Unless…. No im not gonna start a revolution! I heard a:

Bam: HEY BIATCH!

From down the corridor and two seconds later there was a fucking huge crash. I looked down…no wait let me add more… whatever the word is… there was a fucking HUGE CRASH! I looked down to find bam lying face down on my door. On the floor. He’d knocked it off its fucking hinges! I picked up a pile of clothes and screamed into them.

Bam: oops sorry. But still REVENGE!

Me: what for?!

I helped him to his feet.

Bam: you ditched me to go to Finland!

Why did I help him to his feet? I should of left him there!

Me: aww sorry Bam but its not everyday your favourite band asks you to sing on their album!

He sat down on the bed next to me

Bam: well that’s true. But come on I thought we were going together?

Me: ill go when I get back. I promise.

Bam: well I guess ill just have to trust you on that! Lemme help you pack.

Me: aww your such a gentleman!

He helped me stuff some bits in my suitcase and then went to throw it downstairs.

Me: don’t you dare Bam! Ive got expensive stuff in there!

Bam: fair do’s!

He dumped it at the top of the stairs, picked me up and put me over his shoulder (kicking and screaming. Me I mean not him!).

Me: ahh no BAM!! PUT ME DOWN YOU…. WHORE!!!!

He walked downstairs nearly dropping me every now and then which only made me scream more. Ville appeared at the bottom of the stairs

Ville: woah Bam stop molesting her!

Bam: okay!

He chucked me on the nearest step and walked off.

Me: HEY!!!! YOU BITCH!

Bam: *grins* BITCH?! How dare you, you…. BLOKE!

Me: that’s it!

I flung myself on him and started wrestling with him halfway down the stairs. Until we both slipped down and nearly killed Ville.

Ville: woah hey! Innocent bystander dying here! HELP RAAAAAAPPPEEEE!

Gas: dude shut up! Hey I wanna get drunk come on!

Me: im with that!

We sat in the sitting room drinking for ages until Linde suddenly sat up.

Linde: FUCK!

Mige: what?

Linde: they don’t let you fly if your drunk!

Me: SHIT!

We all flew into the kitchen and started chugging coffee, despite the fact none of us were all that drunk (okay so we were a bit).

Me: Ohh shit were fucked!

Ville: Nu-uh! Not if we act sober!

Me: Easy! Me sober is the same as me drunk! WAIT that’s bad!

Ville: oh just act NORMAL!

Me: alright alright!

I went back into the sitting room and find Linde sat with a whole packet of mints in his mouth.

Me: what the hell are you doing?!

Linde: Ni’m trynin to twake naway thwe shmell nof beer non ny bweaf

I burst out laughing.

Me: oh my god you sound such a prat!!!! What the hell did you say?!?!

Mige: he said; im trying to take away the smell of beer on my breath.

Me: Ohh… it Aint gonna work.

Mige: it will! We will get on that plane I swear!

Me: alright Mr dramatic!

Linde spat all his mints in a nearby plant pot.

Linde: come on we gotta go to the airport were flying in three hours.

Me: erm… if were flying in three hours why are we going now?

Linde: because, we gotta drive there, check in, go through customs and do all the bags and shit.

Me: ahh yeah good point.

Hannah dive bombed me from behind.

Hannah: NOOOOO DON’T GOOO JADEEEE!

Me: woah calm down I am coming back

Mige: yeah well be back in like three months

Hannah: ahh BOLLOCKS!

I laughed and hugged her back.

Hannah: wait you cant record an album in three months.

Ville: we’ve already recorded most of it. We just gotta record the bits with backing vocals.

Me: ahh but how do you know I can sing?

Ville: you sing in the shower. Loudly.

Me: oops

Mige started yelling at us from the hummer

Mige: come on lets go!!! Bam you still driving us?

Bam: yeaah I am. Come on bitches in the car!

I quick hugged everyone and climbed in the back next to Burton and Linde.

Me: HEY CHRIS STAY OUT MY ROOM!

Chris: YOU GOT IT!

I slammed the door and had to quick grab something (Linde to be exact) as Bam sped off at a million miles an hour.

Me: god im gonna miss them….

Me: what the hell is she doing here?!?!?!

Hannah: jade, im sorry okay. I feel really bad cause, it was just a dare.

Me: WHAT?!?! It was dare?!

Hannah: im really sorry..

Me: ah well. It got me together with Ville, and besides, ive really missed you.

Cherie: I cant believe your being so cool about this she spat on me remember!

Hannah: WHAT THAT WASN’T ME!

Cherie: yes it was! Your boyfriend walked off and you spat on me!

Hannah: no I walked off and he stayed behind for about 2 seconds!

Cherie: so… he did it?

Hannah: DOUGIE!!!!!! I am going to KILL him!

Me: can I help?

She ignored me

Hannah: he’s not even my boyfriend! He’s an asshole!

Tomas: so why’d you hang with him?

Hannah: cause I thought he was something he’s not…

Me: HELLO CAN I HELP KILL HIM PLEASE?!?!?!

Hannah: yeah sure whatever

Me YEY! So wait, the whole ‘I love Bam more than you ever could’ was a dare.?

Hannah: yeah sorry

Me: hell you’re a good actor!

Hannah: thanks.

Tomas: why are you being so cool about his you cant just make friends with someone again like *clicks fingers* THAT!

Me: I can and just did!

He looked kinda pissed off but didn’t say anything. Cherie was on the phone telling Chris, and telling him to tell everyone else. She’s such a gossip! :P

Emma appeared at the window. Fuck how’d she get here? This isn’t good for my brain too many people popping up out of nowhere!

Emma: I hope you know the rest of HIM have appeared at your place and you ARENT THERE!

Tomas:… that’s it were going!

Me: I agree.

We were back at Bams REALLY fast. Only Emma fell over nothing, and she managed to half stand up, stagger backwards a few steps and fall over again. Oh dear god! When we did get inside we were laughing like hell. And HIM were in Bams sitting room… Oh. My. God. Nooo I am calm…very very calm…

Ville: hey sweetheart * kisses*

Me: heyy!

Ville: guys this is Jade, Hannah, Cherie, Tomas and Emma.

I AM NOT CALM! HIM ARE RIGHT NEXT TO ME! They all kinda nodded and said hi, and did their best to ignore Bam who’d been drinking again by the looks of things. Chris came out the kitchen and was all over Cherie. I take it he asked her out last night…..

Linde: so you’re the infamous Jade?

Mige: HOLY CRAP! You got Linde talking! You must be good!

Me: yeah that’d be me!

Burton: ehm… What the hell is Bam doing?

Tomas: HOLY CRAP! THE MAN TALKS!

Bam was singing really loudly out of tune into a bottle of beer, only it was upside down so there was a big puddle of beer at his feet.

Me: *sighs* leave this to me.

I grabbed his wrist and dragged him upstairs. MUAHAHA! Revenge for all the dragging he did!

Bam: heyy I haven’t finished my solo! Heyyyyyyyyyyy unfairrrrrrrrrr!

I turned the shower on, threw him in there and held the door shut. He fell asleep so I left him in there and went downstairs. Ville must have seen the look on my face

Ville: what’ve you done?

Me: *grins* locked him in the shower.

Gas: hell your evil!

Me: I know. Im proud of it!

Ville started talking to Hannah. He was looking really pissed off. Ah well. I was still trying to get over the fact Him were in the same room as me. The doorbell went.

Me: ILL GET IT!

I flung the door open ( and I mean FLUNG) with way to much energy and practically dropped whatever it was I was carrying. Which was nothing at the time…

Me: EDDY!

I flung my arms around him

Eddy: hey sweetheart.

Me: how are you?

I looked into his eyes. He hasn’t changed much…

Eddy: im good and you?

Me: absolutely perfect.

Cherie: EDDY!

He was nearly knocked over by the force of her hug. Everyone else flew out the sitting room and half killed him

Eddy: WOAH! HI!

HIM had quite clearly come and joined us cause he stopped and stared.

Eddy: oh….my… GOTH!

Ville: hi!

Eddy:…..hi….

Me: come on! I cant get any privacy here!

I grabbed his hand and pulled him off outside.

Eddy: holy shit! That was HIM!

Me: well this is Bams house so what do ya expect?

Eddy: ah yeah good point. Where is Bam anyway?

Me: locked in the shower. He was kinda drunk!

Eddy: o….k…

Me: oh god this is gonna turn into one of those times when noone knows what to say isn’t it!

Eddy: probably!

Fortunately cherie and co burst out the door. Hey presto! They can always find stuff to talk about! I was right. He was suddenly bombarded with people asking him questions. I really missed him. I heard Villes voice from behind me.

Ville: Oi jade get yo ass over here!

He was leaning on the wall down the side of the house.

Me: you rang?

Ville: I did. Listen, me and the band were talking, and …well….we want you doing some backing vocals on the new album.

Me:…shit…

Ville: *grins* thought you were gonna say that. Though we gotta go to Finland to record it. Are you in?

Me:…what so you decided this just now?

Ville: no we’ve been talking about it on the phone.

Me: oh. So…. when are we going?

Ville: is that a yes?

Me: hellyeah!

Ville: *smiles in that cute way* good. We’re flying tonight.

Me: TONIGHT?!?!?! But what about the concert with Bam?

His smile dropped.

Ville: he can go with someone else can’t he?

Me: s’pose. *grins* Don’t like Turbonegro all that much anyways

Ville: *starts smiling again* great. Now go pack. Cause I know what your like!

Me: how can you know what im like? Ive not known you all that long!

Ville: true. But cherie has!

Me: ah good point. Ill see you later,

Ville: yeah *kisses*

He walked off inside again, so I went to tell everyone the good news.

Me: OMFG VILLE JUST ASKED ME TO -

Cherie: do the backing vocals?

Me: YES!!!

Eddy: oh my god wow!

Me: yeah, now if you’ll excuse me im going to pack! And someone go to Turbonegro with Bam!

**And no I wasn’t referring to Venus Doom, its not a real album they’re recording!**