Villevaloluvva12's Journals

Shuffle Survey Stolen Offa Brandy =]

01. So you walk into your old high school and the first thing you think is:
Hearts Burst Into Fire - Bullet For My Valentine (Ummm Maybe... who knows :P)

02. Your significant other is:
Passions Killing Floor - HIM

03. At the moment your life is:
Cant Stop Gotta Date With Hate - Lostprophets

04. At the moment You are:
This Is Halloween - Marilyn Manson (umm... okay...)

05. You feel this a lot:
What Have You Done (Original Version) - Within Temptation (yeah thats true :P what an incredible song ^^)

06. This is how you impress most people (i.e. your greatest talent)
Give Me Novocain - Greenday

07. Your appearance has this effect on people:
Dumb - Nirvana (hahahaha)

08. You're obsessed with:
The Rock Show - Blink 182

09. Before you go to sleep, you think:
Sleep Tight - Kill Hannah (umm okay thats a little creepy that that song came up...)

10. This song is a total reflection of your sex life:
I Set My Friends On Fire - Aiden (hahahahahahahaha)

11. Your parents are:
Headfirst For Halos - My Chemical Romance

12. You think that people in general:
Unbreakable (I.J.M.A) - Aiden

13. You feel this way about yourself:
To Hell We Ride - Lostprophets

14. Think of a good friend. They are:
Californication - Red Hot Chili Peppers ( yeah cause that makes sense...)

15. You want to have a party. The theme is:
Hakuna Matata - Disney (haha thats true if me and Sara are concerned!!)

16. Your friends in general are:
Wicked Moments - The Rasmus (hmm.. depends which definition of 'wicked' were going by :P)

17. You walk onto the red carpet and everyone else thinks:
We Still Kill The Old Way - Lostprophets (should i be worried...)

18. You're getting married. The theme song to your wedding is:
From Yesterday - 30 Seconds To Mars (actually i dont think that would be a bad song to play :P so much better than 'here comes the bride'... eww i just realised how wrong that sounds!!!!!)

19. You're getting divorced. The reason is:
Dancing Through Sunday - AFI

20. You see love as:
Eye Of The Storm - Bullet For My Valentine (too true)

21. You see hatred as:
Wasted Time - Skid Row

22. Whenever you're depressed, you:
House Of Cards - Madina Lake (WTF?!)

23. You want to _____ at the moment:
Holiday - Greenday (two weeks and im going! and then NO MORE SCHOOL FOR SIX WEEKS!)

24. You see a gorgeous person across the room and you think:
All The Small Things - Blink 182

25. You need a hug. The reason is:
Cemetary Drive - My Chemical Romance

26. When you're really angry, you:
Miss Murder - AFI (BWAHAHAHA!)

27. Your beauty is like:
Cancer - My Chemical Romance (That actually makes sense to me...)

28. You dance like:
Endless Dark - HIM

29. You wake up in the morning next to the person of your dreams, you look deep into their big, beautiful eyes and say:
Bury Me In Black - My Chemical Romance

30. Think of an authority figure in your life (e.g. your boss, your Mom etc.). They are:
Start Something - Lostprophets

31. You die. _____ should be playing in the background:
Its My Life - Bon Jovi

32. You meet with God. He reprimands you for all your evil deeds. In your defense, you exclaim with confidence:
37mm - AFI

Lil Update On Me (VERY Small Rant About The Game But Otherwise Im Keeping It Zipped This Time :P)

heyy guys!!!!

its been a while sorry about that =[

if anyones wondering, im good =]

finished Dirge Of Cerberus :D:D

ending was SO SAD! i cried and mum laughed at me! she doesnt understand...

final level was piss easy :D

havent really had time to write any more of Vampires Will Never Hurt You cause lately ive been working on other stuff. ive been working on my seven minutes in heaven quiz, a story me and Sara are writing together (which is fucking amazing if i do say so myself!) and ive been drawing a lot more =]

and i still have writers block

so i will write more, i promise, it just might be a while :P

today, my magical (not) school went on a trip to the art dept of derby university =] which is nice...
some of the pieces i saw were incredible! and i got hooked in by the anime style fantasy work ^^

its seperate from the main university building as well, it has a seperate building a couple of streets away.

i was thinking about courses, i wanted to do some form of art that involves cartoons, but i want to get better at drawing actual people, im not very good at that. so i was thinking life drawing. but unfortunately i have a very one track mind so that may not be such a good idea with all the nudity... and i want to do photography...

other than that im pretty unsure :P

rosie sent me all the songs ive been after... there were a LOT!

has anybody ever listened to Gackt?

hes INCREDIBLE! hes this Japanese musician, who has an AMAZING voice, his songs all have amazing beats, hes fucking GORGEOUS and hes such a funny guy and so sweet! he really is awesome!!!!!! go listen to him NOW!

i swear his hair changes everytime i see him... like Jared Leto :P

GACKT AND JARED ARE OFFICALLY THE MEN OF MANY HAIRSTYLES!!! :P:P

sara was ill today =[ it was wierd without her at school =[ i missed her =[

and JAKE LEFT AIDEN!!!!!!! *bursts into floods of tears and runs off* its not gonna be the same without him!!!!!! =[=[=[=[=[=[=[=[=[=[=[

but on the plus side...ITS MY BIRTHDAY NEXT THURSDAY! 12th of June ima gonna be 14!

9 days!

my mums getting me a new I-Pod! :D:D:D

hmm i be needing to be going!

see you guys soon and hopefully ill post new story soon!

let me know how you are!

Jade xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Random Babbling! Mostly about my new game and battle of the bands. ya know... what ive been up to and stuff....

OMG OMG OMFG!!!!! i am so freaking happy!! the game ive been waiting for about a month came today!

Final Fantasy VII : Dirge Of Cerberus

hehe ive been on it nonstop since i got in from school and it is the greatest game ever. the controls take a while to get used to though. on most games shoot is Circle but on DOC its R1. but i cant decide which gun i prefer. Cerberus (handgun) or Griffon (machine gun). theres Hydra (rifle) as well but i havent shot with that yet so i dont know what its like :P i have to say the Crimson Guarddog and the Dragonfly GL (i think it was GL... some upgraded version of the Dragonfly...) were surprisingly easy to kill. but i think i have to fight Rosso soon in which case im pretty fucked. i doubt im gonna be able to shut up about it but it is seriously the best game ive EVER bought. i mean come on, its Final Fantasy VII which is just amazing in itself, but DOC is a shooting game, and i loves shotting games ^^ my mum thinks im insane becuase i think the characers are hott, BUT they are the most lifelike animations ever. of course theyre not as good in the game as they are in the film but oh well. the main character (Vincent Valentine) is hotness in a cloak

^^^ how freakin awesome is he! ^^ its a shame i havent got a picture of him that shows his full cloak because it is so damn sexy!!!! besides, who cares if she thinks im insane! im special in my own prettiful way!! =3

ummm.... if anyones wondering im okay =] how are all you lots?

hehe straight after i came off the game simpsons was on and it was my fave epsiode! the one with Tony Hawk and Blink 182 ^^

Battle Of The Bands last night was freaking awesome! my neck is killing me i was headbanging too hard. and moshing quite violently. i have a lump from where my friend accidently bit me when i moshed into her. and me Rach and Suzy started a moshing line it was amazing. my mates band didnt win but only cause the band that did win cheated. they got thier mums to slip in extra votes >=[

umm...i gonna go make a movie now =] i promise i will shut up about Dirge Of Cerberus!!

okay that was my last pic i promise!!! its my fave fanart of him. i didnt draw it before anyone asks :P:

much love to ye all!
Jade xxxxxxx

~ Vampires Will Never Hurt You ~ Chapter 8 - Shes Gone...~

I walked along the street, singing so quietly it was almost inaudible, even to myself. I looked at houses every now and then, ones that belonged to people I had known. Billy, Quinn, Joey, Jade, Davey, Benjiâ�¦ I walked a lot faster past my house, not risking being noticed by anyone. Synysters house was a problem, as usual he was blasting music, and was most likely to spot me as he was throwing himself round his room rocking out. Luckily, he didnâ�™t. I stopped when I got to WiLs house. Someone was there. I froze for a moment, before diving behind some bushes. When I saw WiL dart out from behind the trashcans, I got up and ran over to him.
â�œWIL!â�
â�œHelena?â�¦ OH MY GOD!â�
He pulled me into a fierce hug, which was actually quite hard due to the bags on our backs.
â�œgod I missed youâ�
â�œwhere have you been Helena?! And where are you going?â�
â�œI could ask you the same questionâ�¦ WiL youâ�™re bleeding!â�
â�œits just a scratch. I ran into the wall a minute ago. Iâ�™m fineâ�
I looked at him and smiled. So accident prone. Feeling a presence behind me, I spun around so quickly I nearly knocked us both over. There was a figure walking slowly towards us, humming a song that sounded so strangely familiar, yet I couldnâ�™t make it out. He eventually stepped out into the light, and surprised me so much he caught me off guard more than I expected he would.
â�œVille? What are you doing here!?â�
â�œI could ask you two the same question. I had a major fall out with my parents. Not that its really any of your businessâ�
He went quiet for a moment, so we turned and went to leave, but he stopped us.
â�œdo youâ�¦ do you mind if I come along with you guys? I really donâ�™t wanna do this on my ownâ�
â�œI guess.â�
He smiled, which is something Iâ�™ve never seen Ville do. In my entire life. â�œthanks.â�

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â�œGERARD! GERARD SHES GONE!â�
I looked up and Mikey was waving a piece of paper so violently in front of Gee I thought he was going to fall over. Gee grabbed it out of his hands, then read it slowly, re-read it, and fell back against the wall with a long sigh.
â�œwell fuck me sideways. Come on we better go.â�
â�œgo where.â�
â�œto find her of course! Where did you think we were gonna go?!â�
â�œokay but Bobs still asleep ill go wake him upâ�¦ no wait Frank you do it he wont kill you!â�
â�œhe wont kill you either!!â�
â�œyeah but he never gets mad at you!â�
â�œheâ�™s been really mellow lately you muppet.â�
Something downstairs made us all stop. It sounded like someone breaking in. I looked around and the guys had already dashed out the room. I paused before running after them. We all stopped and looked cautiously over the banister to find Helenas brother and another boy around his age climbing through the window. They walked through the hall - one nervously, as though he was almost scared of the house itself, and the other looking as though he could quite happily run through smashing everything - before they stopped at the foot of the stairs.
â�œill check down here. You go upstairs.â�
Before I could stop them, everyone had dived over the banister, Mikey landing behind them, slamming the window shut, Gerard in front, Ray to the left, which left me to take the right.
â�œBOB WAKE UP!â�
â�œwhatâ�™s up? Has someone died?â�
â�œno. but Helenaâ�™s gone and now weâ�™ve got what looks like her brother and one of his little friends snooping aroundâ�
I jumped as Bob landed next to me, looking more pissed off than he does if he sees a camera. God I never knew he was that fast.
â�œwell well well. What are we going to do with you?â�

Your Sweet Six Six Six

RULES:
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!!!

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
To Be Loved - Papa Roach

WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
Radiant Eclipse- Avenged Sevenfold

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
The Kill - 30 Seconsd To Mars

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY
Dead! - My Chemical Romance

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
The White One Is Evil - Elliot Minor

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Believe - Aiden

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?

The Nephilim - AFI

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?

First Day Of My Life - The Rasmus

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Sleepwalking Past Hope - HIM

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR LOVE?
Love You To Death - Kill Hannah

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
(Sleep Tight) - Kill Hannah

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Can You Feel The Love Tonight - Disney

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Fences - Paramore

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?

Cemetary Drive [Live] - My Chemical Romance

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Time Warp - Rocky Horror Picture Show

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Love You Like I Do - HIM

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Heaven Help Us - My Chemical Romance

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
I Set My Friends On Fire - Aiden

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
CrushCrushCrush - Paramore

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?

Son Of Lies - Aiden

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?

The Sharpest Lives - My Chemical Romance

WHAT SONG WILL BE THE SUBJECT WHEN YOU REPOST :

Your Sweet Six Six Six - HIM

stole this off Brandyy =]=]

1. What are you listening to right now? Hearts Burst Into Fire - Bullet For My Valentine

2. What song makes you sad? uhhh depends. sometimes a song can make me feel sad othertimes it makes me feel happy =]

3. What is the most annoying song in the world? anything from high school musical

4. Your all time favorite band? My Chemical Romance, Aiden, HIM (no i wont pick)

5. Your newly discovered band is? Bullet For My Valentine. (got majorly addicted to them in the past week)

6. Best female voice? Amy Lee, Hayley Williams. probably Amy Lee more...

7. Best male voice? Gerard Way, Ville Valo, Lauri Ylonen, Davey Havok, Jared Leto

8. Music type you find yourself listening to most? Mainly Rock, a lot of metal, some Punk, quite a lot of whats classed as "Emo"...

9. What do you listen to hype you up? Broken Hearts Parade, United States Of Whatever, Twisted Transistor, Hearts Burst Into Fire... anything with amazing guitar! (i air guitar and it gives me energy!!!)

10. What do you listen to calm down? hmm... Higher by Creed. it changes quite a lot but Higher is amazing. ooooh but AFI is quite good to calm down to.

11. Last gig/concert you went to? unfortunately i havent been to one YET! i was meant to go see Aiden/ Kill Hannah with Tess but it was when she was on holiday Â¬_Â¬ but i might be going o see Lostprophets ^^

12. Band you find yourself listening to the most right now? My Chemical Romance, AFI, Aiden, Bullet For My Valentine

13. Most hated band? MCFLY!!!!!!!

14. Song that makes you think? loads of songs make me think.

15. Band that you think the world should love as much as you do? My Chemical Romance!!!!!!!!

16. Coolest music video? From Yesterday by 30 Seconds To Mars. my god is it amazing!

17. Music video with the most babe watch? what? :|

18. What â�œdo you play/would you playâ� in the bedroom to spice things up? uhhh... not too sure...

19. Can you play a musical instrument? no but i might be getting a Guitar.

20. Ever been in a mosh pit? no but me and my mates randomely started moshing to S Club 7 XD and there were a lot of us!

21. Are you in a band? no but i nearly was.. i was going to be back up singer in my mates, but i cant sing XD

22. If yes, what kind of music does your band play? my mates band is rock i beleive. theyre VERY fussy about it.

23. Ever dated a musician? my boyfriend plays drums if your gonna count that. famous musicican? no.

24. If yes, what kind of music did he/she/they play? Rock.

27. If no, would you consider? pfft. of course!

28. Do you wish yourself that you were a musician? all the time

29. Best chick band you know of? uhhhh......

30. Best guy band you know of? My Chemical Romance, Aiden

31. Last song that you heard on the radio/cdâ�¦etcâ�¦? Dragonfly by The Cruxshadows

32. What do you think of Classical music? not my thing

33. What do you think of Country music? hate it

34. What do you think of Death metal? LOVE IT!

35. Last BIG band that you saw live? havent yet

36. Are you a groupie? uhh i guess im kinda a groupie for my mates band XD

37. Do you listen to music in foreign languages? some in Finnish. and theres a song by Tokio Hotel i like which is in German

38. What famous musician do you find sexy? oh god the list is SO long! Gerard Way, Mikey Way, Bob Bryar, Frank iero, Ville Valo, Lauri Ylonen, Davey Havok, Jade Puget, Ryan Ross, Jared Leto, WiL Francis, Nick Wiggins, William Beckett, Billy Martin, Bert Mcracken, Kurt Cobain, Ian Watkins, Lee Gaze....

39. Worst concert moment? uhh... havent been to a gig. BUT i am going to Battle Of The Bands tomorrow so anything could happen! i mean come on, this is me and my friends were talking about!

40. Funny Concert moment? the answer for the above question also applies!

41. Sad Concert moment? the answer aslo applies for this!

42. Best local act you can think of? KINGS OF DEATH!!!

43. If you were a musical instrument what would you be? Guitar!

44. Do you listen to the radio? i would if i could get Kerrang! radio

45. Do you watch music TV? KERRANG! SCUZZ! FUSE!

46. Do you follow the music charts? nope.

47. Have you meet any famous musicians? nope.

48. Are any of your friends/family etc musicians? yep =]=] but not famous yet

49. Song that best describes your feelings right now? Twisted Transistor by KoRn. actually i dont know. but im addicted to that song and i cant be bothered to think right now XD

50. Song that describes your life? Animal I Have become by Three Days Grace

51. Do you know the names of all the band members that you listen to? not all of them, only the ones im really obsessed with. its about the music, not how much you know about the band!

52. Does a musicianâ�™s physical attractiveness play a role in the music that you listen to? HELL NO!

53. What famous musician do you want to marry? WIL FRANCIS!!!!!

53. Favorite movie sound track? Sweeney Todd, THE LION KING! (Hakuna Matata dargged me out of depression last night! XD for real!! that song is freaking amazing!)

55. Any musician pet hates? MCFLY! THEY WILL DIE!

56. What do your parents listen to? same as me! my mum got me listening to HIM and The Rasmus, and ive got her listening to MCR and 30 Seconds To Mars. and im trying to get her to listen to AFI

57. What are you listening to right NOW? Twisted Transistor by KoRn

58. Do you wear band T-shirts? pretty much all i wear XD

59. What do you think of people who do? either "WOW another _____ fan!" or "omg i HATE that band!"

60. What music sub-culture do you feel like you belong to? um....

61. What song is stuck in your head right now? Silver And Cold by AFI (been in my head for weeks)

62. Do you sing in the shower? i sing evrywhere except in public!

63. If so, what? If not, why not? because i cant sing

64. Would you rather marry a musician or be one yourself? both

65. What is in your walkman/discman right now? uhh i have an I-Pod...

66. How important is your partners taste in music to you? very =]

67. Hanson moves in next door to you, do you go introduce yourself, or do you arrange to: uhhh...who?

68. Sex, Drugs and Rock n Roll, you dig? hell yeah!

69. Do you cook to music? i do everything to music

70. Do you sing in the toilet? yeah =]

~ Vampires Will Never Hurt You ~ Chapter Seven -Oh Fuck

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Me and Joey were walking slowly through the bushes after WiL. We were unusually quiet, you could tell Joey was thinking solely about Helena, as was WiL.
â�œHELENA?!?!?â�
I looked at Joey, only to find that he wasnâ�™t there, heâ�™d already crashed through the bushes, so I sighed and ran after him.
â�œWIL IS- IS SHE HERE DID YOUâ�¦?!â�
â�œI thought I didâ�¦ clearly notâ�
Joey and WiL were pacing the perimeter, staring up at the branches checking the bushes around it, when Joey stopped and began to stare up at one branch. I followed his eyeline, and noticed and arm hanging lazily over the edge of a branch.
â�œHelena?â�
The arm disappeared quickly, so Joey flew at the tree, scrambled up it, then hopped from branch to branch, checking everywhere, before he eventually climbed down, defeated.
â�œnope sheâ�™s not hereâ�¦â�
â�œwell DUH!â�
They turned and stared at me.
â�œof course she isnâ�™t here! She wouldnâ�™t just sit around here waiting for us to find her. But I bet I know exactly where sheâ�™ll be.â�

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â�œyouâ�™re mad at me arenâ�™t you.â�
â�œwhat? No of course Iâ�™m not! you had to see him and I donâ�™t blame you for that. Everybody has someone they cant leave behind, whether youâ�™re alive or not, and you cant help that. you'll see him soon. i promise.â�
I smiled at him, then got up and began to stare out the window, letting my eyes drift over the spacious garden out the back of the house. Ray was sat on the edge of the (quite large) pond reading something, and Bobs cats were running riot, strutting about like they owned the place. Gee got up and walked up, and after 5 minutes my thoughts were interrupted by Frank running in, picking me up and spinning me round
â�œhey little miss rebel! Feels great to break the circle doesnâ�™t it, do something different? You know you love it!â�
I was grinning a lot by now. Id always thought Frank kept sneaking off to do stuff he really shouldnâ�™t be doing, but id never asked. At least heâ�™d TRULY understand.
â�œbut youâ�™re such a novice Helena! You should most definitely see some of the stuff I do! Youâ�™d get such a thrill out of it! But thing is, they sometimes have consequences, which makes it even more fun! Look!â�
He carried me over to the window overlooking the drive, and I had the biggest spaz attack of my life. â�œoh.. FUCK!â�
â�œI know! isnâ�™t it great!â�
There was a huge mob of people standing outside, shouting quite a bit more than id like them to, and there were guys filming and taking a lot of pictures.
â�œoh god are we screwed!â�
â�œnaah this has happened before. Couple of hundred years ago though.â�
Mikey had gone out, and was standing in front of the door yelling something. Me and Frank stood near the window for 2 hours, and watched them eventually begin to disperse.
â�œIâ�™m proud of you my minion!â�
Oh god this has to stop. During the 2 hours Mikey had to stand out there the mob had gone insane. They tried to burn the house down twice. Ugh why do I always have to screw things up?
I waited until everyone was asleep, before scribbling a note, and pinning it to the fridge door.

Gerard, Mikey, Frank, Bob and Ray.

Iâ�™m sorry about earlier, I just keep fucking things up and itâ�™s not fair to drag other people into it like this. Ill miss you all so much, I hope I see you all again.
Helena xxxxx

~ Vampires Will Never Hurt You ~ Chapter Six - WiL? ~

FUCK YES MY SQUIGGLEYS WORKING AGAIN!!!!

SATS will officially be finished tomorrow!

Mikeyâ�™s in the attic. Frankâ�™s shredding. Rayâ�™s gone to get food. I think Bob went with him. And Gerardâ�™s sleeping on the couch.
Perfect.
It had been two weeks since I left home, and when Gee said â�˜donâ�™t leaveâ�™ I think he meant donâ�™t go and live somewhere else or something, but he was always weird about me going out. I donâ�™t blame him. Im weird about going out these days. Well, when other people are around. The whole vampire thing made me very self conscious for a couple of days but I soon got over that. Its more the fact that if anyone I know sees me im pretty fucked. I donâ�™t really like going out anyway. Im more of an indoor person, but recently ive changed. And after two weeks of being in the same place, I got bored. Plus I had to see WiL. Even if I didnâ�™t speak to him, I just wanted to see him. To know that he was still there.
Well of course he was still gonna be there its justâ�¦
I need to know if he misses me.
I was walking slowly through the park, already knowing where WiL was. I had my eye - well, my mind on Gee the whole time. By now heâ�™d just woken up, and was walking out the door, following me from a huge distance. Let him follow me. I donâ�™t care.
I was getting close to WiL by now, I could see him Casey and Joey out the corner of my eyes, so I climbed into the tree that overlooked them. Joey and Casey were talking loudly - about me - and WiL was sat on the other end of the wall looking distant
â�œI think shes dead you know. But donâ�™t tell WiL that. Besides its Quinn who told me that and I donâ�™t know where he heard itâ�
â�œwell its her own stupid fault isnâ�™t it? Shes the one who just walked out for no reason. Mom says shes overreacting, and dad says it serves her right if she IS dead.â�
â�œwellâ�¦ what are we gonna do about WiL?â�
They both stopped and looked at him. He looked up slowly then looked away again. Joey got up and put his arm round him
â�œWiL? You okay?â�
â�œim fineâ� pure bitterness stung his voice
â�œlook sheâ�™ll be alright. Trust me. This is Helena weâ�™re talking about not some random arseholeâ�
â�œI know. But I want her here.â�
â�œlook sheâ�™ll be back soon-â�
â�œOh for fucks sake Joey shes DEAD! Okay?! She isnâ�™t coming back! Just get over that!â�
â�œSHES YOUR SISTER YOU BASTARD WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU?!â�
â�œnothing! I just deal with things better than living dead boy over there!â�
WiL stood up and shoved past them, then walked through the bushes, and sat down at the bottom of the tree. He looks so differentâ�¦ this cant be my WiL can it?! He looks like he hasnâ�™t slept in weeks, the usual smile from his face melted away, his hair was moreâ�¦ untamed and greasy, and he looked soâ�¦ so different!
â�œWiL?â�
He stood up and began to look round, confused
â�œWIL!â�
Just as he began to look up at me, someones hands wrapped around my mouth and pulled me back out of sight, and Gerards voice began to prod into the back of my mind
â�œshut up! He cant see you here!â�
â�œgee I HAVE to talk to him!â�
â�œI know but youâ�¦you justâ�¦YOU JUST CANTâ�
â�œughâ�¦ GET OFF ME!â�
â�œHelena?â�
I looked down at WiL. He was walking around the base of the tree looking seriously fucking confused
â�œHELENA?!?!?â�
Joey ran through the trees
â�œWIL IS- IS SHE HERE DID YOUâ�¦?!â�
â�œI thought I didâ�¦ clearly notâ�
Joey began to do the same as WiL had, looking around, scanning every possible hiding place. Then he stopped and looked up at the tree, and I realised one of my arms was hanging over the edge of the branch
â�œHelena?â�
"oops...â�
Gee stood up cautiously, trying to stay hidden, then pulled me round the other side of the tree after him. Grabbing my waist, he took off, and again I had to look down and leave my WiL behind

- Vampires Will Never Hurt You - Chapter 5 - I Hate You Casey -

I shoved the last of my stuff into the bag, and was zipping it up when the door opened, and found Casey standing there, grinning in that evil way
â�œaww poor ickle Helena cant see herâ�¦oh my godâ�¦ MOM HELENAS RUNNING OFF!â� he ran downstairs screaming moms name. Shit. I threw the bag over my shoulder and ran full pelt into moms room, and out onto the balcony. Swinging my legs over the side, I grabbed the trellis that so elegantly grew roses up and began climbing down quickly.
â�œQUICK DAVE SHES ROUND THE BACK!â� my mom and case were standing on the balcony above me. I glared at them and yelled â�œBURN IN HELL CASEY DREADLOW I HATE YOU!â� then jumped the fence into next doors garden. Luckily for me they were on holiday. I took off down the street, running faster than id ever done before in my entire life. Whipping my cell out my pocket, I frantically began searching through my numbers until I found the right one.
â�œHello?â�
â�œGerard! Listen I need a favour. Can you meet me in the park?â�
â�œwhen?â�
â�œnowâ�
â�œok sure. Byeâ�
I hung up and sped up slightly. When I skidded into the park, it was empty, except for Ville and Linde. I leaned against a tree trying to get my breathe back and hide at the same time. No surprise Linde and Ville wandered over to pick a fight.
â�œwell well well. Helena Dreadlow. Not got your little posse with you now have you?â�
â�œoh fuck off Linde I am not in the mood!â�
â�œawwww why diddums?â�
â�œbecause ive just had to run away from home because I hate my family! Alright?!â� goddamnit why do I always have to yell out my information when im pissed off
â�œohâ�¦â�
I stalked past them and wandered round the park for a minute till I found Gee lazing on a bench.
â�œgood evening Miss. What can I do you for?â�
â�œCasey. Is a Dick. Ive had to leave home cause of him being such a dick. I need a place to crash can I stay with you guys for a bit?â�
â�œof course you can. You donâ�™t have to ask you knowâ�
I smiled and hugged him. Then usual smell of Coffee was gone, and the sharp smell of blood stung my nostrils. I spun around as I heard someone calling out my name. Casey and Dad were running towards me.
â�œshit RUN!â�
Gerard grabbed my hand and ran faster than a mortal ever could. As soon as we were out of sight - running through some bushes - he grabbed my waist, then took off, leaving my arse of a family far behind us.
It took a maximum of 2 minutes before he gently set us down on the roof of his house.
â�œso uh, why is Casey a dick?â�
â�œugh hes just such a â�¦DICK! For months hes been on and on at me for no reason and then he goes and tells mom ive been coming up here lied to her about all sorts of shit to get me in trouble hes been doing it for fucking ages!â�
â�œoh um ok. You know theyâ�™ll probably come up here looking for youâ�
â�œmost likelyâ�
He dropped silent for a few moments, with a vacant expression on his face, before saying â�œdonâ�™t worry they wont get you up here.â�
â�œyou using your magical vampire powers to talk to Frank or someone thenâ�
He grinned at me and nodded.
â�œGeeâ�
â�œyeah?â�
â�œwill you do something for me?â�
â�œsureâ�
â�œbite meâ�
â�œwhat do you mean bite you?!â�
â�œbite me. Ive always wanted to be a vampire. Please?â�
He went quiet again for about 5 minutes, thinking and thinking, then sighed. â�œI will if you do something for meâ�
â�œof courseâ�
â�œdonâ�™t you dare leave here until everythingâ�™s sorted out with you and yourâ�¦dickwad familyâ�
I nodded
â�œthis is gonna hurt a bit ok?â�
I nodded again and closed my eyes and he put his hand on the back of my neck and slowly leaned in.

-Vampires Will Never Hurt You - Chapter 4 - Feel The Pain -

MY SQUIGGLY THING ISNT WORKING! AHHH! *dies*

The guys looked up at the sound of my voice, and Bob flew at me, but Mikey stood in his way while Gerard was trying to get Frank to shut up hissing at everything.
â�œyou know him?â� Mikey questioned looking deep into my eyes
â�œyep. Heâ�™s my bother. what the fuck are you doing here Case?!â�
â�œwhen you said you were going to a friends house, I got about a cm away from school when I realised you donâ�™t have any friends, and none of the two you do have live over here. So I followed you. WiL and Quinn are around here somewhere but I think they ran offâ� he was glaring at me almost as if it was my fault he was such a dick.
â�œwhat do you mean I donâ�™t have any friends?!â�
â�œwell you donâ�™t. youâ�™re such a bloody outcast. Your first day of high school and everyone hates you Helena. You havenâ�™t heard what they were saying!â� Frank shoved him up against the wall harder and the snarling started up again
â�œIn case you hadnâ�™t noticed ive got friends. Theyâ�™re standing right next to you. Only right now, I donâ�™t have a brotherâ�
I turned and flounced out of the room into the huge kitchen and flopped down on a chair. I sighed, and when I looked up again Gerard was stood next to me, giving me and ever cute smile that said â�˜just ignore himâ�™
â�œyouâ�™re right Helena. You have got friends. And weâ�™ll always be here. And donâ�™t worry. Frank just threwâ�¦Casey?â�
â�œyeahâ�
â�œFrank just threw Casey out. Literally. And trust me he wont be coming back up here. oh And Mikeys just explaining to the guys about youâ�
â�œumm how does he know? All heâ�™s done is say hi to meâ�
â�œhes psychic. Well, We all are. How do you think I knew where you lived?â�
â�œtrue. So if youâ�™re so psychic, was Casey being serious when he said everyone hates me?â�
â�œno.â�
â�œthank fuck for thatâ�
I smiled and felt almost relieved at that. Only to be honest I donâ�™t really care if people like me or not. I squealed as someone picked me up from behind
â�œI donâ�™t take kindly to intruders so FEEL THE PAIN!â� it was Frank (no surprise), and he started tickling me mercilessly, what is with everyone why do they always have to tickle me?!
Ray, bob and Mikey were stood in the doorway laughing their heads off at me screaming, and Gerard was trying not to laugh but failing. Gee charged at Frank, making him drop me, and the two started wrestling on the floor. Eventually they collapsed in a heap, and the other three wandered off, leaving me, Gee and Frank alone.
â�œso if youâ�™re psychic, are you telepathic as well?â�
â�œyepâ�
â�œwow. Thing is im not so have you got a cell?â�
â�œwe can make you telepathic!â� Frank was grinning like a mad grinny thingy, then lunged towards me. I did the girly thing of screaming and jumping back, which caused Frankie to stand there GIGGLING. Gerard sighed and grabbed my cell out my pocket, and added his number.
â�œcall anytime. It wont cost you anythingâ�
â�¦ how can it not cost me anything? Wierdy vampire magic I expectâ�¦
â�œlook its late I better be getting homeâ� I sighed, knowing id have to deal with Casey
â�œill walk you home again.â� Gerard smiled and shoved Frank who was doing the Time Warp quietly in the corner. I yelled goodbye to all the guys upstairs, the followed Gee down the steep winding path that led into town.

â�œWHAT DO YOU THINK YOURE PLAYING AT HELENA?! WHAT HAVE I TOLD YOU ABOUT THAT HOUSE?!â�
â�œMOM THEYRE MY FRIENDS!â�
â�œNOT ANYMORE THEYRE NOT! YOURE NEVER TO GO UP THERE AGAIN! AND YOURE GROUNDED! IM PICKING YOU UP FROM SCHOOL EVERYDAY FOR THE NEXT MONTH. AND YOU WONT BE SEEING THAT WIL GUY ANYMORE EITHER NOW GO TO YOUR ROOM!â�
I slammed up the stairs and resisted the temptation to push Casey over the banister. The door to my room slammed so hard it shook the windows. Why is it always like that? Always me getting yelled at! Im sick of it! I stopped when I saw the corner of my absolutely huge bag sticking out from under the bed. I use it for sleepovers sometimes. Something clicked in my mind exactly what I was going to do. And when. And where I was going.